~ Stormy Love ~

When you left, my heart sank into a deep
pain deeper than the depths the Titanic
sank to and there was a void I felt so
intensely that I had to lay down and close
my eyes.

While I laid on my bed with every thought
being only of you, their were sounds in my
mind like the cries of many mothers that
have lost their children forever.

I could not stop thinking about you and the
sounds of pain in my mind pierced deep into
my heart louder than a violent thunder storm
that shakes the ground.

My body began to shake harder than the worst
earthquake that could ever be while the tears
started rolling down my face with thoughts
that I would have to live without you in my
life forever more.

Then I heard a sound at the front door and
my heart began to race and my soul started
to tingle with warm feelings that lifted my
spirits high thinking it was you.

I quickly jumped up and ran towards the sound
in hopes it was you but it was only the sounds
of a tree limb hitting up against the window
pane and my heart sank even deeper and I cried
so hard while dropping to my knees.

Screaming loudly inside my soul I cringed and
called out to God in prayer that you would
come back to me while all I could think of was
you in my arms kissing your sweet and loving
face.

Memories flashed across my fragmentized mind of
the times we spent together with so many loving
feelings we shared together full of so much
happiness and joy as my heart sank into my
stomach.

I could not bare my thoughts anymore that we
might never be together again and my mind went
into a deep trance creating my spirit to feel
as though it was floating outward into a galaxy
of stars in search of your love I had lost.

I saw you a top of the moon while it glowed
out your inner beauty towards my spirit that
was drifting into space and I reached out to
touch your precious soul once more but it was
like touching a ghost.

I was so lost within my soul and could not find
my way back to you through all my thoughts and
I was so desperate for the love you once gave me
that I wept all day and night long.

Many years have past while I still think of the
warm and wonderful days of our love we once shared
in hopes of finding it within another loving Woman
some day before I grow to old and tired to ever feel
the way I did for you and share that wonderful love
with another.




 ©
The above writings have been
~ Copyrighted by Robert Chamberlin ~
05/07/2003

 


 

 

 

 

 

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