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~ Stormy Love ~
When you left, my heart
sank into a deep
pain deeper than the
depths the Titanic
sank to and there was a
void I felt so
intensely that I had to
lay down and close
my eyes.
While I laid on my bed
with every thought
being only of you, their
were sounds in my
mind like the cries of
many mothers that
have lost their children
forever.

I could not stop thinking
about you and the
sounds of pain in my mind
pierced deep into
my heart louder than a
violent thunder storm
that shakes the ground.
My body began to shake
harder than the worst
earthquake that could ever
be while the tears
started rolling down my
face with thoughts
that I would have to live
without you in my
life forever more.

Then I heard a sound at
the front door and
my heart began to race and
my soul started
to tingle with warm
feelings that lifted my
spirits high thinking it
was you.
I quickly jumped up and
ran towards the sound
in hopes it was you but it
was only the sounds
of a tree limb hitting up
against the window
pane and my heart sank
even deeper and I cried
so hard while dropping to
my knees.

Screaming loudly inside my
soul I cringed and
called out to God in
prayer that you would
come back to me while all
I could think of was
you in my arms kissing
your sweet and loving
face.
Memories flashed across my
fragmentized mind of
the times we spent
together with so many
loving
feelings we shared
together full of so much
happiness and joy as my
heart sank into my
stomach.

I could not bare my
thoughts anymore that we
might never be together
again and my mind went
into a deep trance
creating my spirit to feel
as though it was floating
outward into a galaxy
of stars in search of your
love I had lost.
I saw you a top of the
moon while it glowed
out your inner beauty
towards my spirit that
was drifting into space
and I reached out to
touch your precious soul
once more but it was
like touching a ghost.

I was so lost within my
soul and could not find
my way back to you through
all my thoughts and
I was so desperate for the
love you once gave me
that I wept all day and
night long.
Many years have past while
I still think of the
warm and wonderful days of
our love we once shared
in hopes of finding it
within another loving
Woman
some day before I grow to
old and tired to ever feel
the way I did for you and
share that wonderful love
with another.


©
The above writings have
been
~ Copyrighted by Robert
Chamberlin ~
05/07/2003


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